This is a continuation of the story of the third mail.
#@written on May 18, 2018 I understand that their behaviors are expressions of the excessive attacking impulse stemming from their inferiority complex.
#@written on May 18, 2018 I understand that their behaviors are expressions of the excessive attacking impulse stemming from their inferiority complex.
And I was bullied by Kazuko Yago who was female official of Toyama University. @#
#@written on May 18, 2018 But certain person pointed out for me that Kazuko Yago bullied me not for her ill feeling against me but for her positive feelings to me. @#
#@written on May 19, 2018 Kazuko Yago hung her head in embarrassment. Seeing that, I understood the pointing out was correct. But after that, they changed their perception about the behavior of Kazuko Yago.@#
#@written on May 20, 2018 But after that, Yoshiaki Iozaki and Kuniki Maeda, who saw the whole event happened, changed their perception about the behavior of Kazuko Yago. Kazuko Yago herself also changed her perception about her behavior. They replaced an assailant with a victim. They made me an assailant of bullying and made Kazuko Yago a victim of bullying.@#
#@written on May 22, 2018 The cause of change of perception of Yoshiaki Iozaki and Kuniki Maeda is a certain complex. It is similar to Oedipus complex. But it is not Oedipus complex.
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#@written on May 23, 2018 Every man and woman has probably that complex, consciously or unconsciouly. It is a dark emotion which flames because it is inhibited. Kazuko Yago was married.
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#@written on May 24, 2018 It is probably impossible to get rid of that complex. But almost everyone does not act out the emotion stemming from that complex, because their ‘egos’ function normally. The problem of psychology is a problem of psychological ‘ego’.@#
#@written on May 25, 2018
Japanese language (I cannot write now in English. Ayauku natte kita. Nigate na eibun no sakusei ga dekisouni nai.)
#@written on May 27, 2018
written in Japanese language
‘that complex’ ni yurai suru kurai jounen no Iozaki Yoshiaki to Maeda Kuniki ni yoru ‘acting out’ ha, kimyou de abnormal na mono deshita. Boku wo atakamo oya no kataki de demo aruka no youni minashite metta giri ni shi, kanpu nakimade ni itame tsuketa no desu. Boku ha Iozaki Yoshiaki nimo Maeda Kuniki nimo, nan’no warui koto mo shite inai nimo kakawarazu. Sore ha hangoroshi ni suru, naburi goroshi ni suru youna susamajii mono deshita. Maeda Kuniki nanka ha, iwaba koushuu (ooyake to shuugiin no shuu) no menzen de hazukashimeru youna koto made shita no desu. Soshite, konkyo no nai warukuchi wo pela pela to aite kamawazu syaberi makutta no desu. Kono atama no okashii Iozaki Yoshiaki ya Maeda Kuniki no hibou chuusyou wo ToyamaDaigaku to MonbuKagakuShou ha, nan’no kenshou (kensa no ken to shoumei no shou) mo kuwaezu ni sonomama unomi ni shite shinjikomi, marude shuudan rinchi no youna, susamajii gyakutai ni narimashita. Kono toki, boku ha kyoufu to kokoro no itami kara, fukai kokoro no kizu wo otte shimatta no desu.
Yago Kazuko no hou ha, aru hito no shiteki ni yotte shinriteki ni kyuuchi ni tatasarete ita kamo shire masen ga, Iozaki Yoshiaki ya Maeda Kuniki ga boku wo oya no kataki de demo aruka no youni minashite metta giri ni shite iru no wo mite, hotto ando shita. Sorekara handou ga okita. Kaidan no ikki kakeagari wo shite high na kibun ni nari, kouyou’kan ni hitatta. Iwaba maiagatta shinri joutai ni natta no desu. Soushite, boku heno gyakutai ni heiki de te wo kasu you ni nari, pela pela to warukuchi wo shaberi makutta. @#
